high&alone! Lyrics

I get high high, I'm just trying to fly away

I'm still running from the past I save the tears for cloudy day's

It get's easy to ignore but way harder for me to escape

I keep on trying to beat the odds there's always something in my way

I keep on drowning in some problems I can't even hold my breathe

I get to worried about the future but I'm scared to see what's next

And all I feel is a big ass bang in my chest

And yea I'm slowly dying I just blame it on the stress cause...

In the end it doesn't matter cause I'm high and alone

I get too fucked up and don't know where to go

Got my demons by my side I guess I'm standing all alone

Can't grasp how I'm really feeling

Its so far away from home

So fucking tired of my anxiety

Starting to kill my sobriety

In the end it doesn't matter I'm fucked away

All these people in my life just tend to runaway

I don't play no games, I might tell some lies

But you keep asking if I'm fine

If I say no you gone be asking why

So I like to answer right in deny

I don't like to talk it out I rather runaway

There's shit that keep me and you not the same

I keep my mouth closed ain't saying shit right now

Cause I'm lonely as a bitch can give a fuck less now

What do I hear?

My heart breaks down, I know you love when you hear that sound

I falling so deep and I just can't get out

You just don't understand it

If I so you love don't take my love for granted

I've been through a war I've been hella damaged

These scars don't vanish

In the end it doesn't matter cause I'm high and alone

I get too fucked up and don't know where to go

Got my demons by my side I guess I'm standing all alone

Can't grasp how I'm really feeling

Its so far away from home

So fucking tired of my anxiety

Starting to kill my sobriety

In the end it doesn't matter I'm fucked away

All these people in my life just tend to runaway