Zip Ties (Demo) Lyrics

As ashamed of myself as I feel right now!

I need something to forget the pain

And as lost as I was four years ago

I will surely remain!

And through hard drinks and long drives

And hookups and zip-ties

I am slowly, but surely dying

With smoke filling lungs till we feel all nice and numb

I am choking on the flame

It's like something inside me has changed!

Like someone tore out all of my strings, left my lying to

Everyone, say "I'm not in pain"

But it ends up coming out less than believable

Nothing, not shit ever changes!

But if you can't function then nothing is really lost

As much hate as I have for myself right now

I need to something to forget this shame

And as fucked as I was three hours ago

My legs still shake from the strain

And through hard fucks and bad lies

And red eyes and long cries

I am quickly, but surely trying

With guilt stabbing lungs till I see all I've become

I don't think that I'll ever change

It's like something inside me is drained!

Like someone cut out all my veins, left me crawling to

All of my friends, say "Forget my name"

But it ends with a feeling that no one is listening

All this bullshit's never-ending

So I'm ending everything to make all this noise stop!