Just Kill Me Lyrics

Just kill me, I need some peace

I just want, to feel the earth consume and break down my bones

It would only take one sedative

Can you believe everything you're taught?

Being happy is a nice thought

But once you've lost your morals in a firefight, you're in a shitty situation...

So I keep taking drugs, gotta keep the flame burning

Every single night, the same old parties

And you know I'd do anything for you

But would you do the same for me if I knew what was going on?

Cause I've been selling myself out to frustration

Buying cheap plane tickets across the nation

Tell me just one more thing before I go crazy, you know I'm going crazy here!

We pretend to say that everything's okay!

But clearly, you were kissing me goodbye

And when you let him touch you yesterday

And you had the nerve to say

"I don't know why it was! The way it was

It all just so happened so fast!"

Please drug me, I want to sleep

Take a gun, while I'm on my knees

Put it against my skull and blow out all of these memories

I'd rather be dead, than feel like this

What did I do to deserve this?

I can't be fucked to try again in a different light, the ashes are still burning

So I'll drink myself numb gotta keep the shame churning

Every night with the same old worries

You said you'd never do anything to hurt me but do I look that stupid to you now?

Cause I've been taking loyalty for granted

Feet still firmly right where they were planted

Tell me that lie just one more time

You know that one where you say you love me, oh I love you so!

Bullshit!

I used to say that everything's okay

But oh my dear, I'm kissing you goodbye

And when you tried to hug me yesterday

I got the nerve to say

Maybe we can try again when you clean up your act!