Just Incase Lyrics

All because of you, don't know what to do

Watched us fall apart, it's breaking my heart

Feels like only yesterday that we were together

When you seem to find out there's nobody better

Ok, feel my heart pouring out of my chest, I can't rest

Writing this just incase I'm heading towards my last breath

Most important birth since the young boy from Nazareth

Tears from my prayers staying stuck inside the mattress

I think I sin too much to be given this many chances

But what you gonna do when everything starts getting answered

Is this really true, or is my mind just throwing tantrums

When things are going smooth, the overthinking starts enhancing

Damn it , wish I wasn't so internally damaged

Tryna earn it all back, don't want it if it's handed

Least I found a way to manage it without the zannys

Said I wanna rap, then all I heard was reprimanding

This is what I studied , never thought to have a plan b

Thought I found the way for them to better understand me

It's cool, I know I'm one of few to do this on the planet

I've been laying low, while privately being romantic

Wanna be the person that I used to be for granny

Mimi, she was everything, she helped control the family

With her being gone, its really ruined the dynamic

All the love lost is quite simply overbearing

Yeah, realize changes while approaching older ages

Caring bout these faceless opinions are real dangerous

Staying off the gram, there's no need for validation

All that ever does is bring too much stimulation

Living in the moment , fully there for conversations

Tryna find some comfort without me turning complacent

I guess this is maturing , holding down two occupations

Balancing my passions, making time for new creations

We all got insecurities, I rap so y'all can name em

But no one feels my soul after posting on the daily

Now I'm tired of viewing me as nothing but a failure

The struggle that is growing up round no mental awareness

Grown to know humans, Im not singling out my parents

People lack compassion, and some simple moral standards

All I ever heard was comparing, and heavy swearing

Not to mention surrounded by drug paraphernalia

Right there on the tables , every place felt so familiar

Playing Xbox, but those games will never save ya

Days were much better young , watching power rangers

Wishing to go back before the intro to the dangers