Final Hour Lyrics

Still corrupted , this rap shit I love it

Way back to fab dropping holla back youngn

Didn't kno nothing till my ears started hummin

Living through lyrics, subjects for each discussion

Reminiscing years being someone that I wasn't

Hiding with the fears, spirit burning in the oven

No one hold a skill as ill as this, they say be humble

I'm like a ventriloquist, speak words through the dummy's

The pure lyricist , ideas coming from above me

Too legit to quit this shit, it's written on his list

We gon reap the benefits for everything I've ever spit

Made my story's come to life, like it happened over night

Everything I've sacrificed just to give me time to write

I've said it more than twice , thinking all I do is gripe

far from that type, for respect, I'm gonna fight

no style that I bite, originality's suffice

Went and found the light , when I was higher than a kite

I don't care about the flash, man there's meaning to the ice

No longer feel the same without a cross in my sight

What's gon happen next, watch me manifest my wife

In these rhymes, I've not lied, it's made me be a better guy

Now it's easier to cry, empathy's become a power

Petrified how I'll feel when I reach the final hour

Beats I devour , keep blooming up the flower

What if I disappeared, who'd sense I wasn't here

Ain't felt loved in years, its one thing

we can't fear

Don't say what I wanna hear, just spill it if it's real

Left from my peers, once I saw who's in the mirror

Clothes were soaking wet, drenched with the heavy tears

Bleeding out my eyes, water pouring out my ears

Transformation , mustache came in with the beard

My voice even changed , I can't explain it either

Found a different gear, while they were calling me weird

Their eyes get white, and wide whenever I do appear

People that thought they knew Ryan , finally giving cheers

Left my mom the year Bron left the Cavaliers

Grandpa made a difference, then I kept him in the rear

When he died, his spirit took control, its never been more clear

Even tho I blocked him out , he showed that he's always here

I thank him everyday , but regrets will always stay

The hell my sister gave and I would look the other way

Ignorant and immature , I never cared what she would she say

Became a man , she was right , and I feel that every day

Without even knowing it, he taught me how to pray

My souls burning, and the world keeps on turning

But I'm still learning , havnt earned what's predetermined

We stay searching for things to bring us purpose

Life as an artist, don't ask me if it's worth it

If I didn't do it, wouldn't be here on this surface

Only one that doesn't go and hide behind the curtains

Putting all the work in , still don't feel that I deserve it

Maybe if I spoke way less in the first person

Start to think I'm selfish, devil whispers that's it certain

Please leave me alone , gotta throw em where them the dirt is

Tryna hold a standard , harder than I coulda thought

Some folks don't have a heart, wish I knew that from the start

These verses are the reasons why I'll never fall apart

Keep hating all you want, you're just fueling up the chart

Full of new ideas, like I keep a shopping cart

Fuck your fashion, I rock Marshall's and Walmart

More about the passion, although it's a lost art

I wont ever change , was raised by real bars

Forever love the game , fuck fame , that shits farce

It's a God damn shame what kids are being taught

Not about some porn star, that's rapping about farts

Meanwhile she's getting trained by labels that are in charge