Yah's View Lyrics

3:28 am, and I've barely slept

Spend my days tryna live out all the things I've dreamt

Waking up a little bit, I gave my brain some rest

No one was with me when I was down there in the depths

Big emotions in my heart that cannot be kept

I put it all into the art to get it off my chest

It's hard to make it far, but this is what I do best

Keep going, too convinced it's gon bring in checks

Thought my mind was a curse, now it's clear I'm blessed

Talk to God as I walk , he's paving out my steps

Stay thinking, tryna get to all the sights I've set

It's surreal to look back on all the nights I wept

In the beginning I was mad at all the minds that slept

Can't control who is blind , I could provide the lens

Will anybody ever hear me, well that all depends

It turns out , I'm way too deep for y'all to comprehend

That's why I stick to myself, and can't keep no friends

So I'mma be crafting thoughts, until I reach my ends

I'm scared I won't reach my fate because of all my sins

Gods been looking down, like lemme punish him

He doesn't understand the things he is accomplishing

He's sliding back into his ways after all I changed

Why'd I show him so much grace, now he shits in my face

I been patient, cuz hes repenting day after day

He's aware of all the struggle, and the evil that stayed

He's been hiding away from the person he became

Different way to see the world and he feels so strange

Wants to give up on the music but he's made to be great

My dreams told me that I was destined for greatness

Then I started manifesting and they labeled me crazy

It be easier to make it if these people would play me

If I moved somewhere else , they'd probably treat me like shady

Made a fool of myself, locally I'm debated

Never thought to study hard , I didn't pick no major

Fuck a report card , I must perfect my statements

First 26 years I was a slave to Satan

These people dont get it, not the one to be played with

I can get up on a song and talk without hesitation

They'll never ever claim it , but I'm intimidating

Think I need to get away and take a solo vacation

Hopping on a plane, try to get myself out the matrix

Growing sick of all the faces and the ways that they claiming

Really hurts me deep inside, I don't know how to explain it

Put my heart and soul into every picture I painted

The closest people hate to listen, lemme tell you what pain is

But I've learned I've became more than somebody's person's favorite

Been called an inspiration , thanks for motivation

Never seen a young man that is so dedicated

I be so in touch with God , idk what the day is

Y'all at war with yourselves, they don't want me to say it

Stay away from entertainment, do a whole bunch of praying

You reap what you sow , I'm owed a lot of re paying

Put faith in the purpose , not in lottery wages

Never bought myself a ticket , patience awaits greatness

If I died , they'd probably play me a lot

Worried bout opinions , now I got no fear in my eyes

Talked to God, he talked back , said the real gonna rise

Go surprise small minds , they hold too much pride

I'm just hitting my stride , getting the Devil to hide

Im a real inspiration, write rhymes while I cry

Go and find your high purpose , people think it's a crime

Used to be a darkness victim , now I open the blinds

This is real drive , know my style one of a kind

The lies they spread about me only made me a lion

Not to mention a giant , I am my own alliance

Learned who's a coward, they be watching me in the silence

Same home town , but I am nothing like them

Y'all been miserable because you have to pay for your sins

You don't know what truth brings , I'm growing into a king

You throwing shade on Jesus name , what the hell is your problem

Growing way too embarrassed of all the ignorant comments

All the pain deep inside, never tried to resolve it

Swept it all under the rug , your souls burning like lava

My whole life I seen them drowning in the whiskey and vodka

Running far from the truth , you're too consumed to be bothered

Well I'm not , and me working two jobs won't stop it

I actually believe in me , my vision will prosper

So I thank you very much for turning me to a monster

Feel like standing over y'all and waving my 5 crosses

Nobody ever showed you what a real big boss is

Bitch