I Announced My Suicide At A Family Party Lyrics

I've never seen the point of existence

I've spent my life wanting to die

I told my family at a birthday party

And now they say I've killed the vibe

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

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I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

When I was nineteen I made the effort

It was a waste, it didn't stick

I've spent the last decade just longing

Of a life where I don't exist

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

My family doesn't like my humor

They insist they want me around

But if they meant it, they would show it

There's never been any love to be found

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

I want to die

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I want to die

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I want to die

I can't remember the last time I smiled

In a way that wasn't full of shit

I spend my days drowning in bed now

Playing Halo cause I can't force quit

I guess I'll keep going in spite of desire

So my stupid family can sleep at night

But if I suffer one more inconvenience

Then I'm pulling the plug, I'm turning out the lights

I want to die

I want to die

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I want to die