Deep End Lyrics

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to

I still wonder how a moment in time could feel like forever

The present just fades and everything's frozen

I'm just tryna hold it together

I keep having these visions of what could go wrong

Don't know how to hope for the better

It's hard to cope with the pressure

I feel like I'm drowning the moment I get up

I struggle to stay interactive with people, afraid that they'll leave in the end

Running through thoughts in my head

Tired of the feeling of constant regret

I feel like I'm caught in a web, lost in distress

Wondering how I'll get out of this mess

Man, I got a lot on my chest

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to

I'm running out of solutions

Afraid of the future if I cannot choose it

It's hard to escape the illusion of having control 'til the moment you lose it

I wake up to constant confusion

Most of my thoughts are intrusive

I know that she love me, but I can get lost in the thought of the day that I'll lose her

Medicated very often

Still calculating every option

Can't change the future regardless

But I'll keep on trying my hardest

I can't run from these nightmares where every memory is constant

Don't think I'll ever get beyond this

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to

Don't know how to cope with the trauma

What if they leave me alone at the bottom

What if I lose everything I've accomplished

My life is improving, but peace isn't promised

I feel like I need to be honest

I feel like I'll slip and they won't see beyond it

Feel like my tongue's getting rolled up and knotted

I can't find my words, man, there's so many problems

I can't help the obsession

I play the same movie inside of my head

I can change how it ends

I don't wanna accept anything unexpected and fall to regret

Every thought is a threat, I'm constantly stressed

Planning for struggle, preparing for death

Can't focus on living

Each second is frightening when you cannot see or prepare for the next

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason

I've been trying not to go off the deep end

I don't think you oughta give me a reason