Shadows ft. Aylius Lyrics

Yeah, shadows

This is what I get

This is what I get for pushing it all away

Neglecting my health, avoiding myself

It's all been leading to this

Too numb to see it coming

And now, it might be too late

Shadows

I know they're watching me through the shades

Feel like they tossed me into a maze

You think I'm free? I'm truly caged

Every move that I make has a trace

What I gained was a noose and chains

They choose my fate but I move the same

Act like I'm living free without huge restraints

Deep inside, I'm consumed with shame

'Cause I remember that they own me with every single move I make

Huge mistake

I don't have no damn control

I gained power knowing they would demand my soul

Wishing I could see my fam back home

But I know that I'll put 'em in harm's way so the fam can't know

All the evil that I've committed

Now I'm just living with guilt, getting followed every town I visit

I never will get out my prison

Their eyes will never leave me until I pay the ground a visit

And I'm gone

All these shadows

Yeah, they follow me wherever I go

Tried to hide but they keep crawling right inside of my soul

Even when I turn the lights out, they won't leave me alone

All these shadows, yeah, they follow me wherever I go

Wherever I go

Yeah, it's like screaming underwater

I see demons that I swore I conquered

I feel the most peace unconscious

Fading into black, they love when I'm unresponsive

They raised me to turn the other cheek

Programmed a target, no chance to speak

So past defeat, there ain't no happy dreams

Running from my shadows, no chance to grieve

They aim at the target and squeeze

Don't want to spoil the fun

Don't want to be the one to lose what I have even if I have none

Choose the illusion or you could be shunned

Confused I've become, my empathy is fading

No more excitement, feel no elation

My mind's always racing

Impatient to see what is next, so I'm ready when the pain hits

All these shadows

Yeah, they follow me wherever I go

Tried to hide but they keep crawling right inside of my soul

Even when I turn the lights out, they won't leave me alone

All these shadows, yeah, they follow me wherever I go

Wherever I go