There For Me Lyrics

Tell me you're still there for me (yeah)

Tell me you're still there for me (will you be there)

Tell me you're still there for me (do you really understand)

For me

Tell me you're still there for me (please)

Tell me you're still there for me (I gotta know)

Tell me you're still there for me (I need your help)

For me (listen, please)

Seeking reassurance

I'm unsure if they feel the same behind the curtains

Will something surface

They say it's fine, but I'm nervous, uncertain

I need the truth it's very urgent, I'm done hurting (done)

Even when they say it's cool, I don't find joy

I start to ponder all the people I might've annoyed

By constantly questioning everything, caught in a void

Thinking 'bout relationships that I'll probably destroy

Yeah, I'm tryna the calm the distress

But I ruminate 'til I ain't got no confidence left

All this doubt, living in fear is why I'm often depressed

Always tryna stay in control 'til I'm caught in a wreck

I can't avoid, guess I'm tryna protect my own ego

Will they perceive me as the failure or the hero

Will I be alone or would they wanna keep close

Will they misconstrue good intentions with evil

Damn, suspense killing me slowly

No sleep, Klonopin saving me from my own grief

Tryna be that special person that they don't need

Left my bullies in the past yet there's no peace

Feel like torture every second that I proceed

Into the future, still wrestling with the old me

Hope leaves as soon as I get a cold sleeve

Aiming for perfection, I can't find it in my own dreams

One slip of the tongue and now I'm panicking

Wishing I could turn the minute hand back again

Trapped within my own thoughts and it's challenging

To believe they'll put up with the demons I've been battling

Tryna mimic the remarks of the champions

Replaying conversations in my head that haven't happened yet

Tied to the trauma I just can't forget

Reassurance is the only thing to help me panic less (yes)

And even when it's there, it's never enough (never)

Even though they care, I never can trust

Am I burden that they're scared to ever discuss

Wonder if the struggles that I share are met with disgust

Yeah, contemplating on the daily

Waiting on time to save me

'Cause I'm going kinda crazy with no sign of changing

My hopes still remain inside the hell I've been caged in

They can't help me escape it

Only I (I)

I see it all on they faces (faces)

Their words never bring me to complacence (never)

As soon as I'm awake there's hesitation

How can I face the fear when I avoid confrontation

How

Tell me you're still there for me (tryna put the pieces together)

Tell me you're still there for me (I need your help)

Tell me you're still there for me ('cause I just fall apart)

For me (I'm left with more fragments than I started with)

Tell me you're still there for me (will you be there)

Tell me you're still there for me (through the highs and the lows)

Tell me you're still there for me (what have I done)

For me

Tell me you're still there for me

Tell me you're still there for me

Tell me you're still there for me

For me