I don't trust myself Lyrics

God I'm so lost

Yeah, I'm living on the edge again

Why'd I let the devil in

Cause what did it cost

I'm falling deeper in my sin

My time with You is paper thin

Yeah, I know I'm worthy of Your love

But I convince myself enough

That I ain't worthy of the life I'm dealt

Yeah, I know You're calling all my bluffs

God You say that I'm enough

And I trust You but I don't trust myself

Yeah, this ain't the life I know I'm destined for

Sin controls my life so I treat God like He's my last resort

My soul was running empty and instead of calling up the Lord

I went and fueled my soul by letting satan choose my life's decor

Now I got a greed for money, fell in love with sin

Got so distracted in temptations, forgot God exists

I claimed my faith but couldn't fully openly commit

The devil even stated, I ain't really any threat to him

Wow, maybe it's time to rise up off the couch

And show the world that life with God is all that I'm about

But first I gotta move my mattress out of satan's house

And build a new foundation, without any kind of fear and doubt

I know, I've been pondering on the road

Like should I follow my heart or let God go and take control

I know He gave me free will and it's easy to let Him go

Until Jesus returns to Earth and says, you ain't someone I know

God I'm so lost

Yeah, living on the edge again

Why'd I let the devil in

Cause what did it cost

I'm falling deeper in my sin

My time with You is paper thin

Yeah, I know I'm worthy of Your love

But I convince myself enough

That I ain't worthy of the life I'm dealt

Yeah, I know You're calling all my bluffs

God You say that I'm enough

And I trust You but I don't trust myself

Yeah, was living puzzled, couldn't find no peace

Lost sight of me, dealt with some issues no one got to see

No broken love but like Laroi my heart didn't mend, it bleeds

I dreamed for moments here but feared that happiness was in the fees

It was, I paid the price to go live out my dreams

The lightning struck without a doc though, I didn't learn a thing

I let my ego take the wheel and didn't trust a team

Just me myself and I, attacking life without an angels wings

Yeah, was too blind to see

God was trying to teach

Me, I can't handle all this pressure on my own two feet

That I can't grow my faith in rows where I'm the only seat

Especially when the one inside the mirror, I cannot trust to speak

No, can't trust myself but I've been trying to change

And break the habits that's been holding me in heavy chains

Cause if you choose to love your sin, it's gonna end in pain

But if you choose to love the Lord, you'll end at Heavens gate

Yeah, everyday you gotta choice to make

Are you gon' take that call from God and walk with Him in faith

Are you gon' let him take the wheel and show what roads to take

Or let the phone ring and allow satan to control your fate