Drifting Away Lyrics

I've been drifting away

All of my thoughts have decayed

And now, it's only me holding me down

I've been drifting away

I went and hid all the pain

And now it's only me holding me down

Yeah, I've been so alone

Craving social living but I'm chilling at my home

Feeling 2 but out of 10 and still be putting on a show

Trying to muscle through it, take a dub like I'm Mahomes

But I've been losing all my thoughts that I can never replace

Always sober but today I'm feeling numb in the face

Honestly I'm living free though, kinda hard to complain

But in the end I'm still unsure if I be doing okay

Cause my stay inside the hotel of happy expired

I'm only allowed in the room between like 7:00 and 9:00

But after 9:00 p.m. the key card always flashes declined

And I can't return until the sun is back in the sky

So I sit outside the door and pray that I will be fine

Cause if I lay awake too long my thoughts will eat me alive

All the pain will reappear if I just close up my eyes

It happens every single night so I ain't even surprised

That I'm feeling like

I've been drifting away

All of my thoughts have decayed

And now, it's only me holding me down

I've been drifting away

I went and hid all the pain

And now it's only me holding me down

Yeah, running from the pain

Running from the devil that's been chilling in my brain

Running from the lows

Even running from the highs

Running to escape any anomaly's I

Tried running from the light

Now I'm running from the dark

Running from the flood

Trying to get the aboard the arc

Never asking for the help

Trying to act like I'm a shark

But I'm drowning in my fears

That someday I'ma fall apart cause now

Every time that I glance at the clock

No matter what time it reads it never feels like enough

I see signs telling me there's one spot left in the lot

So I'm circling the pavement trying to pinpoint the spot

But of course, someone enters and pulls into the space

While I'm on the other end and unaware of my fate

So here I am still driving with my foot on the brakes

Looking for a spot that isn't even open to take, that's

My life right now, in the moment

Looking for a door that ain't even open, no

Feeling like I'm the opponent

To myself cause I'm adrift in the open, now

No life vest in the ocean

No thoughts in my head I'm floating wow

Only myself that can hold me down

It got me feeling like

I've been drifting away

All of my thoughts have decayed

And now, it's only me holding me down

I've been drifting away

I went and hid all the pain

And now it's only me holding me down

I've been drifting away

All of my thoughts have decayed

And now, it's only me holding me down

I've been drifting away

I went and hid all the pain

And now it's only me holding me down