Interlude... Lyrics

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Never thought I'd be in this position

Rarely shocked, but I mean I'm winnin'

Never thought I'd be a rapper

Scary thoughts come when I spaz up

Never thought I'd make music

Always thought that shit's useless

But, I mean it's kinda like I'm made for

Ain't clean with it but I came forth

And whatever y'all say, you can't take me down

I spread up my rage, I'm a tank, I get loud

Give my thanks to the crown

´Cause when I bang, it's with this sound

And I got dark thoughts that come up

Like the last tape, but I got hard with some stuff

It's bleak in my brain

Try feelin' the pain

A thousand and three times a day

Double and triple it

And coupled with the pen

Now y'all know why I'm seekin' some grace

And I keep this shit safe

Locked away

Nah, I won't cooperate

With what I feel

Up my veins

My blood, I feel like it's a poison

My luck is sealed, I shut the noise in

My head is poised with

This pen, my toy, shit

And I don't know no more

I feel like I'm repeatin' myself

The pain comes back, repeats itself

I'm repeatin' myself

Eternal torment like I'm seated in Hell