why meeee ? Lyrics

Why me ?

It's a question I've had for a long time

For so long can't find a response

If the dead can rise back, I won't lie

Do I want that sight to come ?

It's like, I don't even know if I want them back

Cry for these men and women, but don't taunt their tracks

Mourn, be sad

But moral of that

Is to move on, but I'm a hypocrite

These few songs, I just fill ´em with

Regrets

The stress

I feel is consumin' me

To God, I kneel for fuelin' me

But it's my mom, my bro, my pop that deal with my foolish dreams

They rot, I heal pursuin' these

Damn, I'm a shit person

And, it worsens

Man, hope these hits cure them

Can't, go fit the words in

My head, they go all over the place

I see red, and flow outta space

I'm hopin' to stay

I don't know. Am I broken or straight ?

Why me ?

I ask God, why me ?

It's a question I've had for a long time

For so long can't find a response

If the dead can rise back, I won't lie

Do I want that sight to come ?

I do, I'd be lyin' if I said the opposite

Got sirens in my head they're knockin' in

Fire is the spread I'm followin'

A lion, inside dead when I cock the pen

Hit the kicks with all

Syllables

And I hit them all

I said I hit them all

Dire, I'm learnin' lessons

Higher, is the first of mentions

When I wake up

When I sleep

And I rage at love

In the heat

Of some moments, not all of them

Dumb hopin', lock the pen

I g-g-gotta make a name

I g-g-gobble the fakes with fame

Shit's been bad in the fam

But I fit and stick ink sacks in my hand

Killin' rap, it's facts, I'm makin' my stand

And still then ask, God like a Stan

Why me ?

I mean

It's highly

Unlikely

That I'm the

Chosen one, the one to save the fam

I'm like a broken sun, that can't light up but create heat, and

Yet, I feel like the hero, the man

Hard as steel, feel the heat cold, and damn

Assassin

When they pull me out, I go back in

Like a straight bullet route, I roll thrashin'

Anything in the way

Plenty sing, makin' claims

I gotta give them a push

And what they do is good

But they can never lay what I lay

Ay

Why me ?

I ask God, why me ?