Coulda been better ft. Mer Lyrics

I'll do better next time take the L in stride

But you can never say that I never tried

Upset now and you think I'm lying

Silent treatment I know you won't let that slide

So I'll just pass on by, reminisce on them losses

Let it all go smoke til I'm unconscious

Won't care anymore once I floss like a boss

I always want more I don't care what it cost

Price tag adding up see the damages done

A jaded heart cost way more bands than I got

Add it up plus the pain that I handed out

Had to pay for all the times that I crashed the yacht

And I know you had to pay for all the time I wasted

Saying one thing when my mind is changing

Acting fake could've just communicated

Could've been better guess I got to face it

Talking honestly I guess I could've been better

Tried to dodge the blame when I could've been better better

Staying true with you, yo that would've been better

Watched you walk away when I should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

I ain't ever been with the right one

I don't even know how to act

Feeling like I'm living in the past but

I gotta get it on where I'm at

You got me triggered

Talking semi automatic

Talking crazy and you've had it

My heart is bigger

Than I show but you can't have it

Ima take it to my casket

I don't wanna be a savage

I want that good love, good dick, good vibes, no fits

What if I fix how I've been acting

Quit overreacting

Get my shit together Cause I could've been

Oh I could've been

Oh I could've been better

On some real shit I guess I could've been better

Blamed it on you but I could've been better

If I knew you were leaving I would've been better

I pushed you away when I should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Yuh

Wish I was better before I ever even met her

Just another broken heart had to add to the record

Life been hectic, pushed you out of the way

Traded better tomorrow for a badder today

And it don't matter anyway shit done changed for the worst

At least back, then all I had was her

Left her mad and hurt, I still remember that face

Could barely look at my own when I gave you all that pain

You should know that I'm sorry for whatever it's worth

If I could do it all again, I'd remember your worth

Tried to be a man I acted like a bitch

Blindside attack and it happened so quick

Few years been alone, I did it to myself

Can't imagine how you felt when I left you in hell

Praying for the best, Hope you're out of that mess

Pay for sins I committed if it meant you'd be blessed

Looking back at it yo I could've been better

Left you alone and abandoned when I could've been better

If I knew you wouldn't understand it, then I would've been better

I can't fix the past, yo I should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better

Could've been, would've been, should've been better