pain Lyrics

Ayo I'm pissed, I can't even keep my focus

Normally tunnel vision, now my aim is hopeless

I'll never be one who gonna give up on his dreams

But right now it's even harder than it seems, out of my reach

But I won't ever bow to my knees

I'm strive or I'm die on my feet, that's how God made me

And still I wish that shit was way different

Wish we could go back to when we was children, to when shit was simple

Being a rockstar was my greatest ambition

Objective change but I ain't switch from the mission

There's demons I'm fighting, and people I'm missing

Wish I had some friends with whom I could share the same vision

If I ever pass, pass my music to Brandon

Been the realest since I knew him at Canyon

Been times I was upset and took him for granted

And now I look up to him cause he'll be in Canton

This ain't the life I was handed, this the one that I made

And if I could speak candid, rather made my own grave

Know I hate to complain, but I'm tired each day

Of being lonely and stuck in a place where I must be chained

And someday, I'm break out this box is my cage

Grape swishers for my blunt, make it fentanyl-laced

Acne on my face, I been blemished by pain

Pain from the enzyme don't match the pain inside

And lately, needing love, way too much feelin stuck

Baby, I miss your touch make me feel Ill be enough

Oxytocin, I just need a fuckin hug

Can't tolerate cause it's no fun

Pray, I pray I find a way

Pray, I pray for finer days

Pray, I pray

Pray, I pray