TRUST Lyrics

Keep all of

My beats

Repeating

Consistent writing

A must

Poems

Reflective

As mirrors

Like I don't know

Who to trust

Doing as much

As I can

But it don't

Feel like enough

Tryna make use

Of my demons

So and so

Such as such

It's just another day

Another day

The same

As every other day

Working towards

Another pay

While thinking

Of a dozen ways

To re-create

The art

That sees the heart

And piece and part

Ontop another page

Aging just another plague

Stagnant

I don't think I'll stay

Feeling the stillness

Of 20's photographs

Smiling through

The gray

With my teeth grit

And my knuckles bashed

Choosing not to smoke

So that In the end

I can touch some grass

Wake up early

Get a bag

Flip the rent

Get it back

Using up

The gift of gab

Lamenting

On a different track

I'm lucky

I've been great

With that

Or I would be on

50 tabs

40 ounces

30 shots

20 popped

With 10 counting down

Until the living stopped

Think I'm not

Dying

But the life has been

Torn out

The sentiment

Is poured out

The settling

Is boring now

And oh

I'm on tour now

Treating living

Like my shows

Experience

Emits the growth

Enlisting

In a sense of hope

No looking

For a miracle

My mind jumbled

But feet grounded

I use electives

As distractions

There's no way around it

I'm really greatful

For it all

Despite

The way its sounding

Just submerged

In reality

And by proxy

Drowning

Only suffocating

Not suffering

As progression

Is buffering

Tryna be

All productive

And then

I feel like

A slug again

Not moving

At a snails pace

But think

I don't have time

To wait

If im not

Overworking now

Then later

What would be

My fate

It's undecided

Don't know

What the future holds

Stitch myself together

Thread bloody

And the sutures cold

Expelling every

Single ounce of doubt

Inside the human soul

In hopes

I'll reach a fraction

Of my goals

Including

Making use

Of my demons

Haven't been

Working enough

Doing as much

As I can

Tryna avoid

Being stuck

Poems supporting

Me still

I haven't learned

How to trust

Got my whole life

On these beats

I'll jot it down

Till it's up