APPARITION ft. Loneninjah Lyrics

I dump

Cerebral fluid

On top of

Papyrus and time

Started at ten

Add a nine

Since then

I'm seeking

A prime

Example

Of something else

That I've taken

And really

Made mine

Thoughts take

Control

Of my life

No matter

How bumpy

The ride

The coaster

Rolled over

But still

I'm out

Of the loop

And all

This time

I dig

And plant

But I'm not

Seeing the fruit

Maybe I'm

Watering wrong

The hose

And nozzle

Are gone

Somehow

The pressure

Still on

If I can tell

You the truth

I'm feeling

Awfully incomplete

I'm willed

To work

Until my life

Depletes

For a chance

To sit in sand

On foreign

Beaches

While child-like

In soul

Imagination

Comes and goes

Wheres left

For you

To go

When your cries

Turn into screeches

Sometimes

Over dramatic

This scripture

For the theatrics

Audience

For the play

The curtains

Closed

Like a casket

Even such

Show ain't over

This considered

An intermission

When I'm faded

And lost

Haunt my mansion

An apparition

The Ghost

In the Shell

Is cracked

Indifferent

My heart intact

Intending

To be inside

Every moment

Can't question that

But how

Could I

Be inside

Every moment

With all the stressors

In focus

And brighten up

When my

Brain would

Go Black

On Kodak

It's all action

Things I always kept

Since a jitterbug

Peers were

Half Ivy Leagues

The rest of them

Are into drugs

And I dont judge

Never feeling

Holier

Than thou

Cuz I've learned

From every person

And it threw me

Into now

I still get

To smile

I still get

to smile

Back from

The skies

I've become

Musics boomerang

Without the whole

Mass of cartoons

That play

So that

You could stay

And enjoy it

Distributions

Annoying so

Tracks have

Strayed from

Deployment

I crash in

A blaze of glory

Where real

Treatment

Ain't ointment

It's self reflection

Trying to

Understand

What I want

While being

Grateful

A lot

For everything

That I got

And everything

That I'll get

For chasing

Number 1 spots

The productivity odd

But the fact

I'm here

Still awesome

And often

Blue-er

Than Bloo

Down

In the dumps

My mood

Swings out

For lunch

Been gloomy

Past couple months

Other hand

Super stoked

Due to all

The hardships

I've crushed

And things

That I put

In motion

That's leaving

Doubts

In the dust

The Grand Turismo

Unsure of

Where I'll steer

Within the game

While my tires

Leaving tracks

Until they recognize

The name

But it all

Remains the same

At the very end

Of our days

At least

When it said

And done

I did it all

In my way

So

I still get

To smile