Lord Knows Lyrics

Yo, this for things I couldn't say a long time ago

Relationship trauma holds effect like a domino

Although, it's made my flow grow so phenomenal

Lord knows you'll need morse code to feel my tone

The key is layin low, in the silence is where it shows

Rather be alone, the crowd alters my approach

Uncomfortable and sad, to be around these lost souls

Sitting in a home, that really isn't my own

I guess that's why it's harder for me to enter a zone

Like ever since I started, I feel like I need a clone

To go and live life , as I work towards my goals

Tryna stay composed, after meeting crossroads

Greater things are owed to for whom the bell tolls

My thoughts are ice cold, word to Barry Melrose

Should be in the ballroom , got no confidence for shows

Did you catch the double entendre, I don't know

Probably not, cuz nobody's been following the plot

These years are going by, I think I mighta missed my shot

Tell myself I'm finished , my conscious yells that I'm not

Lots of t's to cross, and there's still I's I gotta dot

Lyrically and spiritually I'm similar to Pac

I been listening to if I die tonight a whole lot

Makes me feel better hearing rappers repping God

Shows you that the realest know what they be speaking on

Hiding from the public, self healing , writing songs

Phones on dnd, don't plan on answering any calls

Fear is setting in ,my wrongs are comin through the walls

Already been to rock bottom , there's no more for me to fall

En route to rap house , bumping instrumentals

Thoughts out loud , that's just how I form a sentence

There's no one around, this communication preference

It's not my fault that you don't understand my presence

Feeling like a fraud, each time I make an entrance

Wishing for applause , it be fucking with my mental

My life's on the blogs, nothing is confidential

Minds been on pause, overcoming old depression

This the only time I ever let out the aggression

Sometimes I wish to go away, and hide out in a rental

I'm not really interested in learning no more lessons

Unless it's pointing me in the direction of a blessing

Deep into the journey, went through many intersections

My past been digested , I don't need no stupid questions

And just for the record, they could never match my skills

Like are they for real , on the gram holding bills

Where's something we could feel, y'all still don't get it still

You'll never understand the pure soul that this entails

Do it for thrills, you hold nothing between the ears

It's easy to see what the real difference between us is

How dare you go and speak about me and just how I live

Deep down I know you wish you could do it the ways I've did

Like how could be I dissed , my whole life is on this shit

So you could try your best , but it's better to plead the fifth