Rock Bottom Lyrics

So this is rock bottom, the lows of the lows

Where you're buried in problems with nowhere to go

They say it gets better, but how should I know

They call this rock bottom, but I call it home

I call it home

They call it rock bottom, but I call it home

I grew up in the trenches, but the streets is what I roamed

A youngin' with no friends to call my own

Ops was poppin' shots at the squirrels inside the school zone

Youngins couldn't cross the road as the cold wind blows

Tryna take the scenic route as I hit the ground

Blood squirtin' all around till my brains fell out

Doctors gave me Valium to ease the pain

Heart went cold, so don't say I'm the same

I switched up on the bitches, they're all in it for fame

Shoutout to the bitches at Hawthorne High

Givin' me the heart eyes

They say they never fuck with white guys

I told them give me a try

They claim I'm funny

Then they turn around and wanna jump me

Like, bro, do you bugging

They must have a death wish

So this is rock bottom

The lows of the lows

Where you're buried in problems

With nowhere to go

They say it gets better

But how should I know

They call this rock bottom

But I call it home

I call it home

How should they know what I've been through

Like, I just moved here

After my dad hit his one year

I can't believe I only shed one tear

Blood in my eyes, I can't see clear

That's when I black out

Told that bitch I'll be back out

Bought some pills from a crack house

I'm takin' my own stash now

Like I'm in the slums

I need them dollar bills once

But let me keep it a hundred

If this wasn't playin, would you be bumpin'

Like, damn, open the trunk then

Fuck it, we'll dump them

They asked if the real shady would please stand up

Well, I'm standin', so what's up

Heard you wanna run it up

Hold up, man, let me do a mic check

Yep, sounds about right

Oh shit, gettin' off topic

So this is rock bottom

The lows of the lows

Where you're buried in problems

With nowhere to go

They say it gets better

But how should I know

They call this rock bottom

But I call it home

I call it home

Yeah, it's time to face the harsh reality

When life's got you pinned down like gravity

I'm standin' at the edge, can't escape the calamity

Rock bottom's where I've hit my own insanity

I'm drownin' in the depths of my own despair

Lost and broken, nothin's fair, I swear

Every step I take feels like I'm walkin' on glass

I'm trapped in the darkness, just tryna make it last

Strugglin' just to keep my past in the past

The future's in my hand that I grasp

I lunge to attack, but I get pummeled fast

Cause addiction's got my soul tangled in its grip

Lost my family, friends, on this journey I trip

The demons in my mind, they gnaw and they bite

But I'ma fight back with all of my might

They say success is the best revenge

I've prove em wrong, this pain won't end

I rise above the ashes like a phoenix in flight

Takin' control of my life, shinin' so bright

So this is rock bottom

The lows of the lows

Where you're buried in problems

With nowhere to go

They say it gets better

But how should I know

They call this rock bottom

But I call it home

I call it home

I'm at the bottom now, can't sink any deeper

Every day's a struggle, a grim reaper

But I won't back down, won't stay defeated

Gonna rise from the ashes, no longer conceited

In the face of adversity, I'll never surrender

Embracing the chaos, this pain I'll render

I'll wear my scars proudly, now a survivor

From rock bottom I'll rise, my soul will thrive

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