conditionals Lyrics

And don't live in conditionals

Hear them out, don't cut them down

But they're not originals

They're hurt, distorted, fucked up feather down

'Cos I have these bigger shoes I wanna fill

A life I wanna know

Crush I wanna love

Miss the ephemeral

It leads me to letting down

I know it disconnects

All of this numinous mess and yet

I'll sit and I'll introspect

On discontent

And what I think I need

But I

I live in conditionals

That's why I hate going out

I hate being let down

Oh how original

Dispossessed of the spirit of the present tense

Oh how typical

That's why

I'll go to your shows and get lost

And I suppose I'm too over it

To be in the mood for love

Don't live to be cynical

Hear them out, toss around

But it's too visceral

To live in the now and never a second out

'Cos I've been indifferent

Time to kill a life I'll never know

Don't put off a bit, fuck the residuals

It leads me to giving out, lil me of little hope

Patience won't come around somehow

I'll appropriate, disassociate

Now get a load of me

I live to be cynical

That's why I hate going out

I hate being put down

Oh how original

Dispossessed in the spirit of the present tense

Oh how typical

That's why

I'll go to your show and get lost in "I suppose"

I'm too over it

To be in the mood for love

Yeah I'm too cynical

To be in the mood for love