livin'/dyin' wrong v0 (or, demoitis) Lyrics

And I'm in a new space

I don't have the brain for metaphors right now

But all the things I couldn't name, I'll get them out somehow

I'm not trying to be cramped up sick and sweated out

I'm getting good for better's sake

I'm getting worse at wearing out

I'm letting myself be okay with opening my mouth

Even if you are around

I know too much about myself

But that won't stop me from downward spirals and seeking help

I'm borrowing a phrase

A song I wrote four years ago by now

'Cos it's still something that I say with no one else around

I just thought I'd get it out

And given time I'll use the phrase

That I would sing on scooter brakes how

A line about the friends I have and shadows that I make

And whether I can get them right

Other nights I get ride

I know too much about myself

But that won't stop me from downward spirals and seeking help

I guess I just need anything to cure the vertigo from

Looking down on myself

And I don't know how to feel

And I don't know how to feel