'again', then 'again' again Lyrics

And I overexcited

I got lost a bit in the cloud

A sibilance too much, too loud

I know why I'm fighting

I know what I'm using as a crutch

I've been craving my own touch, my gloves are on

And I'll give a listen

To my same old silly songs

I'll drown out the notes with all the wrongs

Too loud, too much

At least enough until

I can't hold the sadness of the world anymore

I've got enough of my own

And what good would it do

To break my heart in two again and again?

I always regret it

Right up until release

I tend to write deceased and desist

And so I wrestle

With the fact that I'm perceived

My shadow needs a sweet relief

As if it needs it more than me

I can't hold the judgement of the world anymore

I've got enough of my own

And what good would it do

To let it judge me too again and again?

I can't, I can't

The judgement of the world is a chore

I've got enough of my own, and what good would it do

To break my heart in two again and again?

Again and again?

Again and again?