Perseverance Lyrics

Shit I can't take it no more

Gotta speak how I feel

Niggas lead me on thinkin I had a deal

My girl say, you ain't actin like you

And you don't know how that feel

Like I don't know what it is

But you gotta go and get right

When most of my days be dark

Where I don't see too much light

So when I vent to these beats

I try to tell you move right

Like if this rappin don't work

To plan B on the right

Posta be hoopin at Gram

My people counted on me

By the time I enrolled

It was too late to try out

Only knew a few people

And some thought I was slow

Seeing shit they was doin

So I just had to fall back

Somehow my life wasn't connected

Hate that I gotta reflect

Never saw this shit comin

Depression hit me, no sack

Quez made sure I came around

Ain't wanna see me like that

And I don't speak too much on em

But nigga got my respect

Say I was lost

But I really found like somethin you forget Dropped out of school

Thinkin hard I wanna go back

Been tryna grow as a man

Like why they think of me that

This way this life, shit goin

Shit you'll think you up next

Tryna look out for my son

And fightin shit from the past

Barely there for my sister

And that shit eatin me up

Really hate I ain't around

When she need me the most

Say I'm dealin with life

Can't give a fuck bout a post

Shit don't do nothin for me

Especially when I'm low

Takin' me for granted

I promise that's a shame

Say whatever gone happen

Is up to you to move right

Why would I play gangsta

Gotta give back to my son

Cause I can't leave him alone

Watchin' cartoons and havin' fun by himself

Uh

Look in his eyes

Then my heart start to melt

Little did he know all this pain daddy felt

And before you was born

Shit I was losin' myself

Feelin' like I gave all I felt

All I had was this mic

When I ain't know how to feel

Time movin' fast feel like I been standin' still

Standin' tall feel like I never had heels

Thinkin' hard to myself

Ain't how we supposed to live

Steady chasin' this dream

And I don't know where to turn

You better watch your tone

Or we pull up like big worms

Leavin' myself behind like I'm tryna reverse

Tryna let go of these demons

I need to be in the church

Steady fightin' these demons

I need to be in the church