Feel Alone Lyrics

Been tryna float with this boat but I can feel it sinking

I say my eyes hella tired, somehow I'm still blinking

How the fuck I feel alone when I'm around all these people

See me with a smile, really I'm fighting demons

Reminiscing like damn, Jae, why you had to leave me

Still seeing your face, feel like a nigga dreaming

Standing over your casket every day I see it

Can't believe you gone and know I'm not a heathen

Got me thinking bout you heavy, I can't put down this weed

Pouring liquor in my cup but some might think it's lean

Trying to pour out my feelings, people don't wanna stream it

They'll tell me I'm next but it just ain't my season

Tryna follow this light but don't know where the beam is

Everybody change, don't know what a team is

Say it's smoke in the air like gas pipes with a leak

Ain't no seven days but I've been feeling so weak

Tryna hide all my problems but deep inside all I seek

Had to stop checking on niggas

Cause they weren't checking up on me

Hit his bass in my heart while I'm recording to this beat

And when I step in the booth, can't lie, I'm feeling complete

Say you been feeling pain but you ain't felt it like this

Niggas be salty as fuck and I ain't speaking on ritz

Grass kinda tall and I can hear them hissing

Always hold the shit in, ah never hear me bitching

Been tryna float with this boat but I can feel it sinking

I say my eyes hella tired, somehow I'm still blinking

How the fuck I feel alone when I'm around all these people

See me with a smile, really I'm fighting demons