In The Plans Lyrics

Really don't know how to deal with myself, Really been causing myself hell

Telling you real shit, but I'm holding on, feelings rushing in, kinda hard to prevail

Most shit I be stressing bout, can say that it's just in my head

Can tell you it's no more of them late nights of cryin myself to bed

In need of help with no extra hand

Gotta pop my shit with no rubber band

Been missing Jae that shit wasn't in the plans, That shit wasn't in the plans

None of this shit was in the plans

Look in the mirror and see two sides of me

Sometimes I really don't know who to bring out

Like a sore thumb, I been tryna stand out

Gotta good heart, but only the bad get pointed out

Stuck in these thoughts, they take control of me, I need me a way out

See I just gotta be patient, but feel like it ain't enough time

Feel the rush when I'm thinking dawg, and ah few thoughts I had to rewind

Niggas saying they gon' ride, but will they dive when a nigga die

Niggas lied too many times, and I done been backstabbed like too many times

Carried too many, now I gotta broke spine Seeing shit leave me traumatized

Really been missing Jae and seeing her lay in that casket stuck in my eyes

It's not a day I don't think of you, wishing heaven had a phone

Cause sometimes I need to hear you, Sometimes I need to hear you

Rolling gas and I'm feeling sad

Having thoughts of when I was chilling with you

Never thought of life of you not being here

Need silence in the room

Hoping that I can hear you clear

Really don't know how to deal with myself, Really been causing myself hell

Telling you real shit, but I'm holding on, feelings rushing in, kinda hard to prevail

Most shit I be stressing bout, can say that it's just in my head

Can tell you it's no more of them late nights of cryin myself to bed

In need of help with no extra hand

Gotta pop my shit with no rubber band

Been missing Jae that shit wasn't in the plans, That shit wasn't in the plans

None of this shit was in the plans