Save Me Lyrics

I'm drowning, doubting

How about mounting to save me?

Cause now is the moment that I feel the weakest

People leaving, demons teasing, reasons teeming

Filling deep ends of my feelings

Cut the scheming

I can see you're leaving

I can feel they're hurting too

I can feel they're grieving

I can seal more hurt in to keep peace

I can't believe we're hurdling these days again

I'm so sick

I've got no wish to live

I give I quit

God better take me, rip me up before I get the trigger to pin a bullet

I'm a dirty sinner nothing good is ever given worth living in

I'm so hurt

I love my parents but divorce forges walls in your spirit, I can't get close enough to You

I'm fearing hearing You say You quit too

Is there anything that I can ever do to prove it to You that I'm trying to stay with You?

Do You hear me when I'm talking back to You looking up?

I just feel like I've lost my ways

Biting at the hand that made me

Like I've got rabies

Am I crazy?

Praying daily, evading changes

Erasing weigh-ins from their opinions

Betraying, lay in front of them slipping

I've ridden this way too fast

Hid in the pain too bad

You got me thinking trust isn't real

Who thought these weekends would slit my wrists?

I've been a hypocrite

Fighting with His angels so I splint my hip

A critic for the way I think

A missing prayer stings when it hits

Bloody knuckling with God in this pit

Mudslinging, tough thinking of keeling, kneeling to You

Know I love You

Hope I can give up for my own sake

Boasting pride mended my holy claims

It was those nights sinning

I know we made mistakes

Rowing upstream thinking I can change the current of this pain

I'm just so insecure

I'm not even sure who to trust

Look in the mirror but it's busted

Hurt the girl I love

Torched the friendships

Dispersed the God-sent message to look for more

I'm fool but I've learned the only way out is up

The soul weighs down in us when we always pull out lust to stuff it with

Losing sucks this hits me deep

Should mention I don't have enemies

Even if you're plotting to topple the monasteries

Imma feed you from afar

Even when my spirit thirsts or heart is hard I have to put others first

He's got Your purpose

Give Him your every worth and watch the world turn

If you're burnt, just look for Him and ask to the Lord of lords

I've been crying to God

And I think He's saying "Tristen, yeah you need what I'm giving even if it feels like taking

I can see your heart is breaking

You've been thinking lately on yanking out your soul, but you don't seem to know that I instilled purpose in you

But you're just gonna forfeit it cause you can't see my bigger picture?

Son just listen this is temporary, all the things you've buried

You don't have to carry, you can share it with me

Let me bear these weights and sins with you

I'm here to save you

Gave you life just pray and I'm there by your side

You don't have to live in lies

Been assigned a life that can reside in peace

Please open your eyes

Let go of the pride

If you let it out cry

If you say it's alright to let me in

I can refine your mind

Give a new life

Rewind lost time

Let me make you Mine