serpents ft. Lil Rocca Lyrics

I

Been wondering

What if I just stayed happy with my place?

What if I just laid snapping out my brain?

What if I just prayed after every mistake?

Maybe then I'd find some clarity

Maybe then my life would be more heavenly

Maybe then I'd look less despairingly

What's the price of freedom?

A life of always giving

Never sinning with intention

I've been sitting back in place on my faith

Now I've had to give away these things

That God gave me cause I'm losing my vision

And taking my calling as a joke

I'm so sorry that I strayed off of course I knew better for sure

But I started feeling guilt like Adam and Eve

I thought the answer was to flee

But what a stupid thought

Eight billion people in the world

But You got Your eyes on us each individually?

I pray You heal these weak pieces in me again

But last time I wasn't even all there

I still let fear reside in past memories that keep me gasping, barely breathing

Now people are fleeing

Cause I'm figuring out how to grieve without ever reaching my hand out

Now I gotta ask how to do it with two therapists

God this is hitting deep

But I know You're trying to pull me higher

Like a choir note

For Your righteous glory

But I'm honestly feeling buried

Sinking in these dreams

Life is blurry

I've gotta hurry cause I'm worried I'll be late

Now I've been losing my mind to the lust and serpents

That's a battle that'll cost me trust and purpose

Yeah

Yeah

That's a battle that'll cost me trust and purpose

I

Been blind for awhile now, looking at the serpents slithering across my mind

I guess we don't see the same

Cause I know if it was an eye for an eye

Then we'd both be blind

Blinded by the pride, I'm just buying time

Said they with me, they ain't one of mine

They came to play

That's why I know I, gotta open both of my eyes

They been creeping through the window, got my eyes open

Put my hands together, I'm praying, I'm hoping

That this all make sense some day

Got my boys and some patience

I know we're gonna get the plane off the runway

Takeoff

Never break off

And don't you make the coffin just yet

You try to put me in, I'll say no

Cause I got stuff to do unless God say so

And till then, I know them golden gates gonna stay gold

Say something to me fore it's too late

I know you been plotting on everyone that you hate

But it ain't worth the time, you gotta due date

I'll go get it myself, just you wait

I

Been blind for awhile now, looking at the serpents slithering across my mind

I guess we don't see the same

Cause I know if it was an eye for an eye

Then we'd both be blind

Blinded by the pride, I'm just buying time

Said they with me, they ain't one of mine

They came to play

That's why I know I, gotta open both of my eyes