i'll find my way Lyrics

Lately, I've been feeling like I really can't be myself

And every time I try to seek or to ask for help

They try to shun me

Voices in my head too loud, so it hurts me

Ask myself if I get what I'm deserving

Feeling like I can't be loud

When I close my mind, then my thoughts go wild

When I close my eyes, will they stay there awhile?

I'm a hopeless, reckless, self-reflecting guy

With an introspective, so repressive mind

Felt broke for so long, I'm finally alive

I'm the one who said that I'd do it, so I tried

Now I look into the mirror and don't recognize just the boy that I saw with the water in my eyes

And I'm challenging myself every day, so I'll lie awake no longer

Dosing till I ponder and question everything I've ever done

My mind's a monster

So I lie awake with these thoughts

Everyday

I won't let this go the same

Any way

I'll find my way

(I'll find my way)

So maybe I've been feeling like I can't be loved

Or the pain I express isn't worth your touch

Or the words that I rhyme don't hit that much

Or the fam ain't proud and the friends don't watch

And my head's the same there's no growth (shut up)

In a place right now only I can recover

I'm the very thing that's between me and me

When you think like that, it's a mess to rebuttal

I'm sick and I'm done with it

Done gripping onto things that'll never really help

I didn't think anything would ever really go like this

I'm an outcast, yes, I embrace what it is

I embrace what I am

I embrace what I was

I embrace what I did

I embrace what I've done

I know who I am and the story above

My name is cam and I'm worthy of love

So I lie awake with these thoughts

Everyday

I won't let this go the same

Any way

I'll find my way

(I'll find my way)