Myself Lyrics

I feel a lil nauseous

Thinkin bout my dawg it make me sick that hurt me regardless

Everything I came I stood up and I stood the tallest

But I never gave up

Everytime I fell down I got back up

I look my momma in my- in her eyes and I, that just hurt me because shit we ain where we needa be and she

I don't want her to see a disappointment in her son you know?

People looking from the outside but they don't really know what go on in the inside

I'm jus tryna do everything that I gotta do to feed my family , just make it where I wanna be

It's like a mental game when you ain't there though

It just hurt me the worst that i ain't there but I'm just staying patient waiting my turn

Imma long way from home

I'm getting higher & higher , I'm tryna fix what I done wrong

I kinda wished they called my phone

I'm getting tired & tired , I'm only venting in my song

I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache

Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say

Trell I got yo back , that's what they tell me , what they all say

I been on my last witchu , you pull the string it all break

I give you whatever and I'm still selfish

Yeah, I couldn't even help you but I still helped you

Put you on my shoulders & you still shelved me

You can't cross the bridges that you burn you gotta Michael Phelps it

Why I hold you close when I had came to you I felt rejected

Put it on my soul I'm looking forward I ain't looking backward

Can't let the world change me I'm here to change the world

I'm so determined , I'm just waiting on my turn

Going through hell this ain't the life that I deserve

I got my feelings to involved I ain't gone learn

You better love while I'm here you bet not love me when I'm gone

I can't even drop a tear this feeling here it got me numb

Thought I had love for money but it got no damn worth

Why all this money bring fake love , it's like a damn curse

It's looking good from the outside but I feel real hurt

No dollar sign but I jus want you see my real worth

Imma long way from home

I'm getting higher & higher , I'm tryna fix what I done wrong

I kinda wished they called my phone

I'm getting tired & tired , I'm only venting in my song

I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache

Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say

Trell I got yo back , that's what they tell me , what they all say

I been on my last witchu , you pull the string it all break

Where the fuck would I be at?

If I never overcame everything that set me back

Put my feelings in the safe , Put my pistol on my lap

I jus wanted me some money I ain't never wanna trap

I jus wanna say my feelings I ain't never wanna rap

Love my cousin son to death , know I forever rock with cap

Knowing people they come and go

I'm feeling the overload

I swear that I'm over hoes

I hope I don't overdose from taking all this pain

You say that you gotta go

I know that I'm all alone

I know that I'm leaving this motherfucker how I came

Let the fakers just play along , one day it'll all dissolve

One day you gone see they ain't really who they say

It get real , real , real , real deep

The shit you gotta do to play for keeps ain't for the weak

Mind running a thousand I'm just tryna find some peace

I got people tryna down me, I got people tryna leach

Imma long way from home

I'm getting higher & higher , I'm tryna fix what I done wrong

I kinda wished they called my phone

I'm getting tired & tired , I'm only venting in my song

I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache

Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say

Trell I got yo back , that's what they tell me , what they all say

I been on my last witchu , you pull the string it all break