Who've I Become Lyrics

It don't matter how you start it jus matter how you finish

I jus wanna hear yo words but all behind em you got sentenced

If we talking bout who standing on dat business then it's you

Everybody get to say they the realist but it's a few

I got left wit out no rope but I'm still hanging on

You can love em all you want , they'll still do you wrong

Got me lookin at myself in the Mirror ,who I become

Will I Face what I got goin or I keep on tryna run

You don't even know the half of it

I'm constantly gettin no sleep and you think the problem is that it's a bad mattress

Can't even wrap my head around got my head pounding

I guard my life inside dat water yet I'm still drowning (why )

I opened up I even gave a chance inside

You keep it up I gotta leave you where it's dry

A noble man but don't act like I ain't the prize

I tell you once, you tell me twice, I guess i'm pretty odd

I told some lies when Im knowin that I shouldn't have

Even did wrong to folks I love knowing I shouldn't have

You pose to b with through all the good & all the bad

Don't keep comparing me cause I ain't nothing like you had

It don't matter how you start it jus matter how you finish

I jus wanna hear yo words but all behind em you got sentenced

If we talking bout who standing on dat business then it's you

Everybody get to say they the realist but it's a few

I got left wit out no rope but I'm still hanging on

You can love em all you want , they'll still do you wrong

Got me lookin at myself in the Mirror ,who I become

Will I Face what I got goin or I keep on tryna run

As fast as they come ,the quicker they go

I act like I'm unfazed but I know it, it's killin me love

Im tryna do my best to keep goin, I gotta be strong

You look me in my eyes when im talkin you feelin it all

Life done got way too real like way to quick

I'm tryna fill the hole I digged I can't go back

I don't wanna lose myself , I'm all I got

I tried to give my heart away and they all walked out

I don't do nothing but show you love

How you feel right crossing me & you knowin it's outta love

All these scars that I got that & that money still ain't enough

Wish I can call back, I'm doin whatever to hear a word

Wish I ain't fall back, knowing we ended up on them terms

What I should call that? You left me all lonely up in this world

I get all sad tryna reverse it and it don't work

Am I all bad ? I jus been praying that I can learn

It don't matter how you start it jus matter how you finish

I jus wanna hear yo words but all behind em you got sentenced

If we talking bout who standing on dat business then it's you

Everybody get to say they the realist but it's a few

I got left wit out no rope but I'm still hanging on

You can love em all you want , they'll still do you wrong

Got me lookin at myself in the Mirror ,who I become

Will I Face what I got goin or I keep on tryna run