Trust issues Lyrics

I put a smile on my face knowing I'm hurting inside

Since I'm a man can't have no feelings that shit eat me alive

Shattered my heart a thousand times, I see it's Makin em smile

You take a walk inside my shoes, bet you won't make it a mile

Happened to look into the mirror I seen my soul cry

Last time I felt some love, it been a long while

Too unappreciated swear that it's the last time

Love come with loses so I'm good i don't want nobody

Yeah I got trusting issues But I was all about you

You took me right off my feet, we go and pick any shoe

We going out fa the night, I need a table fa two

Whatever wishes you make, I'll make em all come true

But all dem dreams witch u had faded away

I played part but Ian takin the blame

Say you focused on yourself but you be all in they face

The ones I wasn't pose ta worry bout it's Makin sense

That trifling Shit ,can't bring that back to my place

Fuck you n dem old days

Knew it wasn't meant right off the rip you did some dub Shit

You just made the list of people I can't longer fuck wit

You Think you doing better but this life gone have Your friends here

How I go from loving you to hating you

Why the hell u make me choose

The crazy shit you make me do

No loyalty you breaking rules

Depression got me feeling blue

(Hold on hold on, I ain't even Finto get that deep)

A couple knives in my back and it don't feel right

I gave em plenty of chances and it ain't end right

I told her this the last time she held her hug tight

You knew me deep up inside that why my heart ice

Can't be holding on no longer

It hurt me even more since I'm sober

Came to you wit roses & our pictures on a poster

Told me I was extra cause I knew to hold you closer

Never thought you'd change as we grow older

I put a smile on my face knowing I'm hurting inside

Since I'm a man can't have no feelings that shit eat me alive

Shattered my heart a thousand times, I see it's Makin em smile

You take a walk inside my shoes, bet you won't make it a mile

Happened to look into the mirror I seen my soul cry

Last time I felt some love, it been a long while

Too unappreciated swear that it's the last time

Love come with loses so I'm good I dont want nobody