Will You Stay (I'm Not The Same Without You.) Lyrics

Got me back to my old ways

Askin' myself, "Will you just stay"

No response, should I go away?

Happens every time, will I change?

Smokin' so much, I can't feel my face

So hot in my room I can't find God's grace

Mental health vs me, I'm losin' the race

Wake up in the mornin', gone without a trace

You know how you feel

When you don't know how to feel?

Lost inside my mind, can't find an appeal

Can't stand up, I've been drinkin'

Out the seal, been gettin' high

And I haven't had a meal

Like I'm livin' my life, but missin' two wheels

Past is slowin' me down, concrete on steel

Listen to me, I need some time to heal

Back in the day I would have to steal

Almost sent to prison without an appeal

Tell me is it really love?

If you have to ask "Will you stay"

Lettin' people walk out

'Cause I'm tired of talkin'

Putting myself to sleep

Cough syrup is helping

I'm still alive but feel my insides are melting

Heart feels destroyed, way beyond mending

Feel like I've been folded into halves

Then into halves another time

Don't know what I mean?

I mean I'm dizzy and can't tell time

Has it been two hours or two fuckin' days?

Let me out of this horror film

It feels that way

Life stuck in reverse

Seein' my past at night

Can't go into gear

Stalled at a red light

See some scary figures

Covered in red, I'm

Scared enough to scream

But I can't see

Voices start talkin' tellin' me it's over

Other voices tellin' me to brush off my shoulders

Who do I listen to? This shit is confusing

More than anything else ever

I'm ruined

Tell me is it really love?

If you have to ask "Will you stay"