Healed (As I'll Get) Lyrics

Never would've guessed I'd go through hell like this

Lost my faith in miracles

They don't exist

Don't you dare tell me it's God's plan

Goddammit stop dumpin' your

Unwarranted religious reasonin' for it

Time heals everything but this

Now I'm forever sick

Wish that I could shed my skin

My flesh and bones can't be fixed

Forced myself to be this strong

Everything I've ever known is gone

Dead and gone

The funeral was a mess

I laid who I was to rest

'Cause I'm as healed as I'll get

All I've ever wanted is to feel like me

But I don't remember how life used to be

Empty promises

False claims

Pumped with pills

Always plagued

Constantly reminded that I'm not ok

Time heals everything but this

Now I'm forever sick

Wish that I could shed my skin

My flesh and bones can't be fixed

Forced myself to be this strong

Everything I've ever known is gone

Dead and gone

The funeral was a mess

I laid who I was to rest

'Cause I'm as healed as I'll get

I've wished and prayed

That I'd be saved

They said have faith

Where did that get me

Where did that get me

Doctors mistakes

Took up my days

They said trust me

Where did that get me

Where did that get me

Time heals everything but this

Now I'm forever sick

Wish that I could shed my skin

My flesh and bones can't be fixed

Forced myself to be this strong

Everything I've ever known is gone

Dead and gone

The funeral was a mess

I laid who I was to rest

'Cause I'm as healed

I'm as healed as I'll get