Painting Pictures Lyrics

Stuck in my head

Hospital bed

Stitching myself up again

Only for the thread and needles to come undone

Then I see her

In the mirror

I don't recognize that girl

Will I spiral if I deny the truth and run

Painting pictures of a girl who isn't breaking

At the seams 'cause I can't take it

Spending days overcompensating

Making sure I'm not mistaken

Saying that I'm more then being sick

Mmm

Nobody sees what's underneath

I am drowning in disease

Like a sinking ship that's trying hard to float

Hyperfixate on what I can't change

So I laugh off all my pain

It's the only way that I know how to cope

Painting pictures of a girl who isn't breaking

At the seams 'cause I can't take it

Spending days overcompensating

Making sure I'm not mistaken

Saying that I'm more then being sick

Mmm

I see me and my ghost

Someone nobody knows

We are never alone

She haunts me wherever I go

I see me and my ghost

Someone nobody knows

We are never alone

She haunts me wherever I go

Painting pictures of a girl who isn't breaking

At the seams 'cause I can't take it

Spending days overcompensating

Making sure I'm not mistaken

Saying that I'm more then being

Stuck in my head

Hospital bed

Stitching myself up again

Only for the thread and needles to come undone

Then I see her

In the mirror

I don't recognize that girl

Will I spiral if I deny the truth and run