Lose ft. Nova Amandlah Lyrics

I knew in that moment I would lose

Trying to be someone that you should choose

Knowing for a

Simplest fact I'm going through crap

I shouldn't drag you through all of that

But I don't listen you up in the kitchen

You coming to dish up a mealie in fact.

Going through my thoughts, I feel

Them tights, you got on too real

You rocking a hoodie nothin on in it

My eyes could not roll two minutes

Would pass I get to relax

You tell me to take my shoes off

And that's just something in my imagination

Lacking bravery, girl calling I ignore

Faithfully yours, this is the moment

My chastity offer condolence

Losing myself I am an opponent

To what we could be and I know it

I knew in that I would lose

Trying to be someone that you should choose

Knowing for a fact that I wouldn't do

Everything I know that is right for you

I am such a

Coward, the words do ring like a shower

Hours and hours, time is still

And the flowers I'm giving you

Are for somebody else

I promise that this isn't good for your health

I tried to tell you but then what you felt

Was real I fear with me, you would melt

Chocolate or vanilla? You're good with either if it's me

Nights out doing long drives in the outskirts

With D such a talker, sweetly

We getting home to sweet tea

I got a call I cannot ignore

And your face dropped swiftly

I knew in that I would lose

Trying to be someone that you should choose

Knowing for a fact that I wouldn't do

Everything I know that is right for you

Coward, losing you was something I was reclined to

Included two, but I am inclined to one

She left and I left but now I hear I'm having a son

The sun rays in my face

I'm amazed at the pace at which I lost myself

I dread the mirror, it pictures a version of me

That's locked himself, away from accountability

And at each turn I try to let you go you fight for me

And it's starting to show, it's starting to show that

I can't live without you, the very definition of my present help

You loved me, and we became one and

Skipped the stage where friendships are dealt

The cards are harsh and I am quite the joker

With questions like, can we still be friends? But the stress is spelt

All over your face, you claim to like complicated, but I guess

I'm too much in this space Isought to honour you with hopes

I wouldn't lose you completely and I honestly

Appreciate the love you've shown unto me

I know, in this life, I might never meet another with such

Perfect symmetry to me