Intro Lyrics

Yeah

It's DR

Welcome to my closet

An incarnation of mother be

Steady patient with self trying to fill my feet

Into shoes that I never walked, this isn't me

Recognition of purpose had me in disbelief

I sit and ponder my life hasn't Really been honour

I still struggle with honesty and I'm feeling haunted

As I write this, I picture momma right next to me

Tell me not to worry; she still love me respectfully

And in wholeness, please, momma, don't you leave me be

I am not the same I get insane fits, mostly

Staying in my lane has left me crippled so emotionally

My soul would bleed; ink is writing solar speech

Orbit round the sun (son) with empty prayers and I'm hoping he

Get to listen to My coping seed, yeah

Would you keep a secret show with me

Hosting a symposium of moans and I slowly leave

Body after body as I hold you to slow repeats

Taking us a bow because the show applauds openly.

Not sure about the shame but I wrote a speech

Justifying why I would be naked in this moment, see

That I am scarred, with open arms

You tell me to come over and I still feel alarmed

Knowing it's a coping mechanism

I can barely move, feet still looking for a space that I can follow through

What would you do if you in my position

See you are called up to greatness but your pre condition

Is one that often gets you troubled, you got no conviction

You see the consequences double like they on a mission

But they on a mission, it's time you stop pretending

The very fabric of reality you hide in tending

To your ego won't save you from the pain impending

You can not avatar a heart and hope you blood bending

Cascading to a climax

Really lost myself in the moments had to climb back

Colder than the shoulders of the people that would mind that

I was just emboldened with the rope as I would hide facts

Setting up a chair in the living room

And I'm staring and the ceiling as I think it through

Maybe if I write a letter they would knew

That I was going through a phase of the lowest too

Never been the one to think about it bro,

Never thought I'd look and feel so naked though

All of the secrets I am letting go

Wouldn't risk my life to die yo

Imma live for me

Here's a story that is filled with the tapestry

Of the journey that I'm on and it's rightfully

Righteous for the dropping of entanglements

And journey free, yeah

Vulnerability, something that is awkward for the man in me,

All of these witnesses are watching me, promise you won't catch me in a

Moment that is not released

Welcome, to the opening

Wouldn't be so open if it's not for G

OD on the spirit never sobering

Drinking of his blood

An original in Diaries