Despair Lyrics

Mis secretos me han llevado a (My secrets have led me to)

Un lugar de desesperación. Desesperadamente

Necesitado de ahorro (A place of despair. Desperately in need of saving)

Pero tengo al salvador dentro(But I hold the savior within

Is he hostage to my feelings?)¿Es rehén de mis sentimientos

Hey

Looking at an open casket

I see my future looking muzzled hoping I could ask it

Why I sold birth rights for a moment

To make it worse all them minutes were stolen

How does it look

Praying over lusty looks

Thought a belly wasn't sexy

But a daughters getting hooked

It's not about what you are taking

it's about What's being took

Take a moment once again and you shook

Life spans only longer than

A clip innit? You shoot ya shot at this life thing

And last a minute

Cannot quantify our purpose to a couple digits

But is you really dying to self? Heh, I dig it

Hanging over all the promises I made to you

Drunk enough with the lies that were spoken through

What I thought was being sober from a mobile view

You trespass and I promise that's the end of you

Sand castles over concrete, you cannot

Build you a mansion that's beyond the

Very people that would watch and throw a brick at you

When you stop and try to ask they say they building you

Keep you stoned down to earth no revealing true

Intention is to kill you for offending them with all ya moves

The jealousy in plain view

They forget about their own lane just to slang you

Pay attention, the devil working in over time

Bringing things that you like to see if you know design

That's intended to elevate you but endocrine

Systems entering failure coz you don't recognize

What you made for

What the purpose be

Steady searching but feeling worthless up under these

Smart captions the hearts tapping out on the sleeve

I wouldn't want to exchange a minute for destiny

Now I'm messing a Pastor Kid

She like to lie that I'm the only one that got to hit

It's such a mess but I understand and truly get

That I do not deserve the 'truth' when I'm 'lying' here

Yeah

I ain't ready coz I'm petty

I'm petty coz I'm hurt

Wrote it on the colour purple

She was sleepin in my shirt

She turned and said what if I never

Want to let this go? I sit and stare at her thinking

We should let this go

But I don't say it and she's looking into me

Knowing that the moments that

We sharing really aren't free

Tseh, I'm so emboldened by the fact that she with me

And we both got other people but we steady gettin freaky

In sheets, bite marks over shoulders

Will your legacy breathe? Ask me that when I am older

Yo, what if you never get the chance to

A decision ain't a small move

Redemption only comes if you want to

Let it go, before your dreams, haunt you

Yeah, desperation only builds

From the frequency in doing what is only going to kill

Every vocal of the consciousness the monster steady skilled

To keep you pinned (penned) down ain't no feather to this quill

NyQuil to numb the spirit

As you roll in pain

Staring at the past

And you notice nothing changed