stone cold Lyrics

Callousness is making for good company

The tenets of religion now incompatible with me

I'm indifferent

Indifference is more palatable than the taste of my faith

I admit

I'm starting to feel things less

An eerie and encroaching sort of numbness

And what used to be bright and colorful

Now is coloursess

Championed by my own emptiness

What was once warm is stone cold

Apathy tells me that it's okay to not raise my hands

In fact he tells me to sit down

We roll our eyes during conversations

My journal entries now flooded with the theme resignation

Disinterested

I lay down my defenses against the "couldn't care less"

I could not have cared less, hell

I got comfortable in it

And that's the thing

You have neither the will nor ability to fight

The state you're in or for anything

I have neither the will nor ability to fight

To fight the state I'm in or for anything

This is I guess

What happens when

Burn out meets question marks

Scarred by agony

My friend calls me

And says

How are you and God doing?

A question that we've asked each other time and time again

And I'm silent

Agh not this again

Where do I begin

Where do I begin to explain midnight and the carpet and my used up journals

Where do I begin to say that i know it sounds trivial

But I'm kind of losing my mind-

And I think

How do I tell her that i don't care that I don't care

That care is so distant I don't remember what it looks like

I don't remember

I don't

Care