i know i didn't mean much anyways Lyrics

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway


So anyways


It kills me every time


I let another one into my fuckin' mind


You see how fucked up I am
I do this all the time

Poppin' bottles like my life depends on it


Pull the trigger taking shots of poison in


Every night I see a vision in my head


Where I die cause I can't handle life this way

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway


This is killing me every day

Oh god I'm stuck this way


Addicted to all the pain


Flor de Caña inside my veins


Feeling numb straight down to my brain


My heart locked by all these chains


And I'm staying right in my lane

Rain drops


Falling on my head


There's no rainbows


Keep my vibes up


To fit the aesthetic that I've been painting


Drive the drop top


Jeepin' got all the doors off we swervin'


Things will flip flop


I'll never make it to the top

Cause I've been trying and trying to let it go

I've been holding myself back

Since my days back in the Grove, 305

And now It's empty in my head

But I can never let it show

Cause I get suicidal I tell ya

Even my own father knows

My mother I miss her voice

Where the fuck did time go

My ex bitch left me but I still feel her in my bones

I got everything I need but I still feel so alone

I got nothing left to prove, I'm just here hurting the most

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway


So anyways


It kills me every time


I let another one into my fuckin' mind


You see how fucked up I am
I do this all the time

Poppin' bottles like my life depends on it


Pull the trigger taking shots of poison in


Every night I see a vision in my head


Where I die cause I can't handle life this way

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway


This is killing me every day