I Hope it Haunts You Lyrics

Escapism is my tenured friend

Taking me somewhere else again

Where every fucking thing that flashes through my mind

Isn't just to remind me of a worse time

Trying to fix my mental state

To not insist on such a dreadful fate

In search of feeling alive I die each day

In search of feeling alive

This is me self-admitting how close I am to quitting

Self-medication is all I can do

When my mind needs soothed

I hope others relate but I also don't

I hope something's left for me but I also I doubt

I hope it fucking haunts you everyday

I hope it lingers in your memory

If I had even chose to stay

And I pass that exit everyday

Wondering if I should change my way

I hope it haunts you when you hear my name

I hope it haunts you through your day-to-day

I hope that you can feel the way I did when you left that day

I hope it haunts you

In search of feeling alive I die each day

(I hope it haunts you)

In search of feeling alive I die each day

(I hope it haunts you)

How do I want my finally to end?

Escapism is my only way to mend

This is me knowing that I should self-admit

But afraid of the process that goes with it

Wish I could be strong for myself

Because I would tell anyone else

That they should take care of themselves

But I can't even convince myself

I hope it haunts you when you see my face

(I hope it haunts you)

I hope it haunts you unforgivingly

(I hope it haunts you)

I hope you think about the way

You left me to decay

I hope it haunts you

In search of feeling alive I die each day

(I hope it haunts you)

In search of feeling alive I die each day

(I hope it haunts you)

In search of feeling alive I die each day