Love You And Lose You Lyrics

A day in December I got a feeling I had never felt

A knot in my stomach but a moment of clarity in my head

And I don't know if it's my emotions talking

And I hope you know I don't want to keep you hurting

But I knew that I had to love you and lose you

You are the one I love

I never thought I'd be giving up

You were the best first love

But I can't stay here and break your heart harder in the long run

Break your heart harder in the long run

Second guessing myself and wondering if I'm being too cruel

Never thought that I would be the one to tell you that

We're through (ooh, ooh-ooh)

And I know it's messed up but I kinda wish I hated you

'Cus then I wouldn't be so torn up inside 'cus I

Knew that I had to love you and lose you

You are the one I love

I never thought I'd be giving up

You were the best first love

But I can't stay here and break your heart harder in the long run

Break your heart harder in the long run

I'll miss your love

I'll cry and I'll curse (ooh-ooh)

Myself under my breath

"Why did I do this to myself?" (ooh-ooh)

But in a month, I will heal

Our memories will make a movie reel

And I will thank myself for letting you go

And for letting you know that

You are the one I loved

I never thought I'd be giving up

You were the best first love

But I can't stay here and break your heart harder in the long run

Break your heart harder in the long run