save me Lyrics

Save me, I need peace of mind and I don't know where to find it

I only breathe easy when I close my eyelids

Only time I see you is when I fall asleep

But when I wake up it feels like a bad dream

The man in the bleachers got me feeling so worthless

The guy by my side makes me feel less alone

But you're nowhere to be found, life won't be the same till I'm home

I need to run

All these people think they know who I am

But they come around and say that I'm the man

We could say what's up and go through this together, but as soon as this is over, never seeing you again,

damn

Cause that's when I take off

I see the horizon, I think I'm gonna make it out

Gonna break free, cause it's a damn shame

That we all here wasting time, but we treat it like it's a damn game

I don't wanna play this damn game

I want you and you and you, not these lames

I want this, that and there, that's the vision, but I'm in a prison that I can't escape

It's insane, my brain, it needs a break

These feelings, these feelings, I cannot shake

These evenings got me praying to my maker

If running was an option, I'd be a taker

I need to run

I need to run

Save me

I need peace of mind and I don't know where to find it

The man in the bleachers got me losing sleep

Questioning what I got myself into, I don't know how to find you, I don't know where to

be

If running was an option I'd be a taker, I need to..

If running was an option I'd be a taker, but I was..

Trapped

Didn't even know if I could make it out

Didn't even know if I could wake up

Didn't even know if I could keep my shit together

Go out and have the same fun

New year, new me, that's why I changed my appearance

New era, tried to justify the shit I was feeling

Needed comfort, it was hoodies and baggy sweats

But winter never ended, started to hate the way I dressed

Every day felt the same

I got so sick of the cold

I got so sick of that gym

I wasn't where I belonged

That whole season felt so damn long

I felt so damn weak

Anger was so damn strong

I stared at old photos

I kept on dreaming

111 days

I was searching for meaning

While trapped in prison, trapped in hell

In the mirror kept on telling myself

I need to run

But how can I find the strength to run without you

I need to run into your arms

And then I finally did