Sista Lyrics

First time at the benches

Something that I wish I took more time to mention

That was ages ago

That was when we got close

How'd it happen so naturally? I don't even know

Three years later, not a single thing changed for the worst

I guess that's what happens when you're one of the first

To help me fall in love with that part of my life

A whole new perspective on those Sunday nights

Our friendship grew, we grew as people too

You were like the glue that kept me from falling apart

You always had such a big heart

Even way back at the start

Back when we were just kids

Even back when we would just bully each other like brother and sis

To say that I miss that youthfulness is an understatement

Things used to be so simple, now so much is changing

Now so much is changing

How it was before

It was me, sister and bro

Family dynamic that I never had at home

Stopped me from being alone, it was time for relaxing

Put on a movie, grab something from the fridge in the back and

We'd talk about what's up, like what's really up

I'd get quiet, I was better at acting dumb

But you took the time to look past all the thick layers, ya feel me

Even if I couldn't say it right, you'd always feel me, heal me

And I'm sorry

Cause there were times where I just needed you as my therapist

Talks about the future, what was approaching, I was scared of it

Asked me 'bout hobbies, knew 'bout the album, I was preparing it

Had them deep feelings, but I was so bad at sharing it

But you knew what's it like to feel anxious, feel broken

Knew what we had built and knew when we were throwing

Missed the throwing frisbee, doin all the shit that kids be

doin, you made time to do it, you had all the love inside your heart that I had too

And that's what made so easy to talk to you whenever

After the year we had

I know we got a friendship that could be forever

And letting go gon' be hard for me

But harder for you

Know that it's true

It's like big brother off to college part two

Sorry to bring that up

But goodbye is gonna hurt and I can't stress that enough

We been through so much together

But now it's time for my own adventure

For worse or for better

I gotta go, sis, please pray for big bro

I'm gonna miss this so much, I don't keep that in the low

And you know that I need you, and you need me

But give me a ring, just give me a call

Send me a text, I won't be that far

I'll come back to visit

See where you at for Thanksgiving

You're just like my sister

The sister that I never had

You've been there for me like family, you know that

When I was down, you'd always care for me, you know that

And I'm so grateful for that shit, I hope you know that

I really hope you know that