Do You? Lyrics

Cyclical, pessimistic detachment, switching my visuals

It's sad to see the way that my mind's developed with time

Pushed the boxes aside and lied, taking shots like I got nine lives

But aye, what? Fuck it, it's fine

I'm like a fallen, I'll be dying, but I'm feeling divine

Icarus wings, you're the sun, obstructing the flight

We in a plight to justify who's morally right

In the end, we're holding knives as the daylight dies

No kill switch, we're just desperate for time

Internal linguistics go missing like the characteristics

Once vivid, but now I've dimmed by all the fucking sickness

It's sickening how something you once believed

Now makes you lose your fucking pigment

Blasting off like ballistics on a mission

To tarnish what we both had once cherished

Yeah, I guess to say you're a fucking embarrassment

Always throwing jabs, tongue lashes

If your past ain't bad, sinking your fangs into my back

until my blood runs black, calling up facade facts

I see through the mask, the yellow flash, but I'm done

Doing the dash, crash and pivot

Creative when I'm feeling neglected, pushing away protection

Pissed off when I'm left guessing, stacking up all my stresses

I don't know where my head is, a wounded soldier

Only running from every type of transgression

But I guess I'm doing fine though

I got some scars on my back that motherfucking time wrote

Dead inside, that's probably why I'm always so cold

We start to fight and then we fucking explode

You'd rather suffer in abuse than to face it alone

We're so codependent I guess

Day one I said I got you, you felt

Rest inside of your chest, we're playing chess

Now let's see who manipulates best

On the rise go ahead and cut, guess this chapter's done

Sit alone in silence, screaming thoughts and violence

As we begin to run

Start the cycle again, tuck you to bed, use you to vent

Hurt the heart that's inside of your chest, make you depressed

Meditate, go ahead and get some deep rest

I guess it's fucking facts to say I love you till the end

We started off as friends, to say I knew you, I'm blessed

And after all the arguments, I still wish you the best