PESSIMISTIC

Don't you ever just wish you were someone else?

Or at the very least not yourself?

One full day that you could transform

And be free of the burden from the hand you're dealt?

Yeah I wish too, that the sky was actually blue or

For my soul to die so I could become anew that

I could break out of my own point of view so

I could sift through the lies and find the truth

But never happens I'm not lucky enough

Heart says smile, Head says I wanna be numb

On the inside feel like I'm ugly and dumb

Had some people around me that loved me for fun