Waves Lyrics

I've been lost

Having so much mental block

Use to be caught in thoughts

But when the trauma took me over

I started to rot

Morals began to decay

As I was lookin' at my life

With no purpose or aim

Doubting my skills on a page

How can I help somebody else

If all I do is complain

Wanna protect you from pain

And on the days when the fog is clouding

Over your brain

Ill be the voice telling you

It'll all be okay

I know what its like feelin empty and down

Your soul is so heavy its under the ground

You cant even speak, dont hear a sound

Existence is floating somewhere in the clouds

Searching for answer's to finally be found

Light to ignite what the darkness surrounds

Rise from the ash's while wearing a crown

Your life will get better I promise you now

I was wasted, saw the hatred embraced it

Fighting with the demons I myself had created

Feeling ancient, struggle everyday just to try and keep the flame lit

But I'm so sick

And I'm so tired, I'm hopin one day that my time will expire.

FUCK

Never gonna wash away

I still hear your voice

Nothings gonna take your place when its pouring out

They keep telling me to ride the wave

But I still feel your void

Even when I lie awake your holding me down.

I feel the touch of a ghost

I implode, caught up, cautious of my throne

Shocking like a bike trick

Doing side flips from my side bitch

While I play switch and I Tre-Flip

Admit me cause I'm to sick

Had the noose kit then I thought

Well actually not yet

Yet, I'm sick in the head internally dead

Yeah my demon's are fed leaving rations

Relishing salivate on my leisurely death

Depending on if I'm drowning in debt

Tally regret's I hold close to my chest will determine the route

That I choose to go next

Next Chapter 2 Aye

Days pass, but the scars never will

Your frozen with chills

Blinded by the world so your reading in brail

Nothing can help

Your knocking back the bottles you put up on the shelf

As if there bottles carry prizes like some cards to be delt

The hurt that you felt, is strangling your sanity and we can see

That its depleting your health, its a

Vicious game to maintain when it rains stay sane in dark days

Listen when I say

Never gonna wash away

I still hear your voice

Nothings gonna take your place when its pouring out

They keep telling me to ride the wave but I still feel your void

Even when I lie awake your holding me down

Never gonna wash away

I still hear your voice

Nothing's gonna take your place when its pouring out

They keep telling me to ride the wave but I still feel your void

Even when I lie awake your holdin me down