Gillian Lyrics

I feel the goosebumps poking through my skin like never once before

A new experience to live amid the smell of sweat and gin

And through it all I feel a parchedness linger deep inside my throat

To be quenched by your lips and the moisture of your kiss

Your tender shoulders carried so much more than they should ever take

My trembling hands do their best to relieve you from that pain

I hear you sigh as the warmth of my breath hits your neck

And it's louder than the fear that exists when we're here

A fear of being alone

A fear of having no one

And a live that feels

Like it's missing a key

Are you that to me?

Are you my eternity?

Or will we only be this moment?

As I look at your hair splayed across this pillowcase

A beaming smile so much hotter than the warmth of your embrace

I'm hit with visions of us so much older than we are right now

In a house, with a picket fence, an hour west of here

And there's a dog – maybe a Husky or a Labrador

And little kids who run around and look like us that we adore

But we still love and kiss the way that adolescents kiss, my sweet

Things are so perfect, a life that feels complete

And now I'm back again

In this moment with you

And the pressure is on

And my anxiety's a mess

Because you're the one

And that makes me afraid

Because the future's not set

Not yet