childhood Lyrics

A lot of people have fun childhood memories.

While mine was tragic, traumatizing,

I don't wanna remember it.

But the ghosts were hunting.

Hurting my feelings

My head won't forget

Sometimes, I'm still there.

Stuck on the haunted bed.

Drowsing, still drowning

My soul is shouting

Seeking for help/seeing shadows in my head

Part of me wants to die.

But I wanna reach my dreams

Living is tiring

There is no medicine for everything.

Will I get there?

My destination is to be okay.

Sometimes, I'm still there.

Stuck on the haunted bed.

Drowsing, still drowning

My soul is shouting

Seeking for help/seeing shadows in my head.

And if one day

You'll see me dead.

Please know that I did my best.

To be just okay

To let go of things

But I don't know how to forget.

I just can't

I am blinded, and I just can't forgive

I can't