The One Thing I'm Good At Lyrics

Man I gotta

I gotta stop drinking this shit man

It's fucking me up

It's making me slur my words and shit

Ahh fuck

Here we go again

When I go to sleep I remember your face

Honestly wish I could just forget it

When I wake up I feel ashamed

For ruining the shit that we could've been

I know I'm happy and I found love

But still that doesn't mean I ain't upset

I feel bad when I mess things up

Not only does it hurt me but it hurts them

When I say I'm happy, I mean it

For once in my life I can say that

It's been since around 10 years old

That I haven't been fucking depressed

Ever since I started staying at home

Life has gotten so so much better

When I tell you that I'm really not lying

I just wish I could have more friends

Sometimes you have to find friends in what you do

Sometimes I sit here and find friends in the drums

I sit here and I find friends in the songs

'Cause they are the only thing that won't leave

Lately I'm not sure who I should trust

So I trust only a few people

I only trust my family and girl

They are the only people keeping me sane

I've found one thing that I'm really good at

That's fucking messing people up

I'm really good at messing things up

Lord knows I wanna change

Lord knows I don't mean to do it

I just say some stupid shit sometimes

I really wish I didn't do it

But sometimes it's far outta my control

I've found one thing that I'm really good at

That's fucking messing people up

I'm really good at messing things up

Lord knows I wanna change

Lord knows I don't mean to do it

I just say some stupid shit sometimes

I really wish I didn't do it

But sometimes it's far outta my control

This song is truly a cry for help

'Cause I'm not sure how to get help

Everyone I know says I need help

But no one I talk to gives me any help

When I don't talk to you I cannot handle

The constant fear that I am put under

Everyone says they want me dead

Fuck it, we all will die one day

My birthday is coming up it's may

Holy shit, I'm boutta turn sixteen

Ion even know what imma do when I can drive

Shit, I just hope I don't run off the road

That's just me talking to myself

I do it often, prolly too often

Ion know how to stop it, see

I wish I could think I won't die

I've found one thing that I'm really good at

That's fucking messing people up

I'm really good at messing things up

Lord knows I wanna change

Lord knows I don't mean to do it

I just say some stupid shit sometimes

I really wish I didn't do it

But sometimes it's far outta my control

I've found one thing that I'm really good at

That's fucking messing people up

I'm really good at messing things up

Lord knows I wanna change

Lord knows I don't mean to do it

I just say some stupid shit sometimes

I really wish I didn't do it

But sometimes it's far outta my control